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| | But what this class has forced me to admit to myself, is that going to work for a big law firm is a choice too. My parents could have stayed in Russia, and the Israelites could have chosen to remain in Egypt. If that is the path that I will take, the excuse of inevitability is a hollow one. Even if I am being ushered towards bonds, mortgages, securities and mergers, I could choose to lose my place in line and go do something else. | |
> > | I agree with the
colleagues that you've written a clear, forceful account of the
central psychological issue you and they wrestle with. You have also
shown, equally effectively but perhaps not quite as consciously, how
humans use their mythology to make sense of their world and to
regulate the anxiety that originates from their awareness of its
limitless complexity. You have described what is in this context the
important functional meaning of slavery: to be defined socially as a
person without choices. You have not said, but you have grasped,
that one can also define oneself internally as a person without
choices. These are the "mind-forged manacles" William Blake heard
clanking everywhere, and which—as I may have mentioned once or
twice—I hear clanking all around me every time I enter the Law
School. They are made of anxiety, of fear. By building a network of
fetters around us, we contain our dread by reassuring ourselves that
we are in a coffle with others, and that there is safety in numbers.
The law firm is a bulwark against the fear of not knowing how to be a
lawyer.
You see how the myth of Egypt and the myth of Eden are conflated to
make the halves of which the fetter is composed. The idea that if
you leave you cannot return becomes an overwhelmingly powerful
argument even though it is factually evidently false. Facts contrary
to the myth, no matter how many times repeated, cannot establish
themselves firmly in students' minds. This is repression of
cognitive dissonance: to know the falsehood of the myth is to be
faced again with the limitless complexity of the ways you can invent
your life.
So our first step—taken with hope, hopefully, in this
course—is to shake the certainties as they begin to develop,
preventing them from forming such a smooth surface that it can
deceive us completely into ignoring everything underneath.
RachelGholstonSecondPaper expresses perfectly why this does—and
should—cause immense resentment. LizzieGomezSecondPaper shows
precisely where the resentment and bitterness that is the burden of
knowing you can't just keep splitting heals: in the relationships
with other human beings—clients, partners, mentors, students,
proteges, colleagues—that inspire, share and guide our passions
But this is law school. So in addition to helping us to think deeply
about how to frame our lives, it has to provide us a workshop in
which to begin defining realistic, buildable plans for the initial
stages of our effort. That means helping us to acquire resources:
expertise we can sell and a network that can help us practice, find
clients and opportunities to grow. It also means helping us to
maintain psychic balance, not to ignore our fears and not to tumble
blindly in the wind of them. Law school does not perform these tasks
automatically, though they are the basic requirements, because it is
poorly designed, having been made for a world that is transforming
into something very different. But, as colleagues have noted, it
can perform these tasks for you, because people who are here can
form the relationships with you that you need, if they take the
trouble to do so.
| | Eben, I would like to continue working with you after the semester is over, if that is all right. | |
> > | You know the answer to
that, Toma: It would be my pleasure. Also my
job. | | -- TomaLivshiz 12 Jun 2012
Toma, this is a wonderful paper. I think part of the reason working for a firm resembles slavery is the the idea that once you hop off the conveyor belt, there's no way back into a firm. We're scared that if we try something else after law school, the option of a firm will be foreclosed, and none of us want to close any doors that we don't have to. So we start working at a firm, thinking that we can always leave and do something else. Then once we start, we feel like we can't leave since we won't be able to come back. |
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