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Law in Contemporary Society
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Untitled-- By BrandonNesfield - 19 Feb 2016 The clinic was a plain building, a patchwork of cinderblock and cement. It stood out compared to its neighbors, crude assortments of cardboard and corrugated iron that stretched to the horizon in the township of Khayelitsha, South Africa. Inside the two-room structure an electric fan droned endlessly, adding to the strange concert of sounds that included the groaning of tiled floor and the pitter-patter of the supervising doctor’s pen against his clipboard. The first patient was a plump, swarthy woman who muttered nervously to herself in Xhosa as she entered the room; her toddler was nestled in the folds of a waist-drawn, pink blanket. A ride-along volunteer, I eagerly took a seat as the medical students placed the child on the exam table. When they removed the blanket my cheery excitement was suddenly extinguished—something icy flooded my stomach in its place. Red and yellow burns spanned the child’s back, and he bawled as the doctor examined his gnarled skin, its waxy texture set ablaze under the light. Suddenly the room was awash with action: the medical students bounced diagnoses between one another rapidly as the child’s mother let out agonizing cries of explanation. “Stove” was the only discernible word, but it was easy to draw the inference. The medical students had declared a heated stove as the causal factor in the child’s case. I knew that that the efforts of community healthcare initiatives could cure but a fraction of the ills born in the townships. It was almost voyeuristic, peering stupidly into a hellish world that no National Geographic exposé could capture. I couldn’t shake the image of the burnt child, spread-eagle on the exam table. I wanted to help, but my words had always been more skilled than my hands. I had toyed with the prospects of a career in law before, as I was accustomed to the enthusiastic recommendations of friends who, after hearing a polished quip or an impassioned argument, would proclaim my future success as a lawyer. But it was the moment in the little Khayelitsha-bound clinic, coupled with my experiential schooling in South African history that breathed life into the idea of a legal education and career. The study and knowledge of the law would serve as both springboard and anchor for my idealistic ambitions—and I would be able to talk, write, and persuade the whole way there. When the summer ended, I returned to the warm familiarity of my life at Duke. The more time that passed, the more my aspirations of a career in the legal public interest withered away. Surrounded by my friends, most of whom were finance and economics majors to whom a career in investment banking or private equity was as much a birthright as it was their ideal path, I found myself fascinated with idea of a career in law that was equally lucrative and sleekly professional. The unshakeable images of South African poverty and structural deprivation were replaced by visions of life in the ivory tower, a mélange of scenes from Scorsese’s The Wolf of Wall Street and every corporate law drama onto which I projected myself. I was neither bothered nor concerned with unpacking the sudden change of perspective. In fact, I felt smug and self-satisfied, especially when I was given the opportunity to captivate friends or family with the details of my lily-white future in the law, replete with speculations about starting salaries, bonus increases, and exit options in finance. There was a certain sense of machismo that welled up within me every time I vocalized my desire to ‘burn the midnight oil’ in the ‘trenches’ with my future colleagues. And I was sure to use such expressions at every chance I got. I've tried to find out how a brilliantly burning dream could be extinguished so quickly, and replaced with a cool flame, one of prideful anticipation of life as an immaculately dressed corporate masochist. The answer came to me only once I was ready to admit it: I was afraid of the risk. Ironically, the undergraduate banker friends (many of them profligate sports gamblers by the time we were juniors) that I found myself unconsciously trying to mirror were the the ones who were going into the industry that embodies and glorifies risk on its seesaw with reward. I come from a very large, Caribbean immigrant family that sees professional success as binary: you either become a lawyer or a doctor. Finance was immoral, teaching was noble but low-reaching, scientific professions were too aloof. Today, the concept of doctors and lawyers as the exemplars of American society feels outmoded, a stubborn vestige of 1950’s suburbia. Yet to my immigrant family, it persisted without question, perhaps the result of being racial and national “others”. When societal integration and cultural assimilation are the high watermark for the successful immigrant experience, risk and creativity play second fiddle to safety and security. While the perception of the security of the legal profession has recently wavered in the American imagination, the perception of the legal profession in minority and immigrant communities remains overwhelmingly positive. After all, lawyers are ostensibly educated, polished professionals who interact with non-legal people on a daily basis and have an impressive command over a body of law otherwise inaccessible and unintelligible to the common man. I can’t attribute with any certainty the extent to which nature, rather than nurture, or vice versa, influenced the risk aversion that pushes me toward a corporate career that I must rationalize or justify with talk of “financial stability” and the thoughts of satiating my licentious appetites while developing new ones. The cold fire that fuels one’s dissent into safety and security at the expense of creativity and risk still burns within me—it would be disingenuous to suggest otherwise. I’d like to think that I can rediscover the type of passion that emboldens the career frontiersman who eschews the warmth of security blankets to brave the cold, empty, and infinite fields of possibility.You are entitled to restrict access to your paper if you want to. But we all derive immense benefit from reading one another's work, and I hope you won't feel the need unless the subject matter is personal and its disclosure would be harmful or undesirable. 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